Fear and Escape

I have started to fear your city
I have started to fear my own voice
I have started to fear confronting people
I have started to fear institutional culture
I feel the city would never grow up nor its people..
(Or they are too much grown up that it is hard to comprehend ?)
They would remain immature and imbecile
I am waiting to escape
I want to forget all about it
like how we try to forget a nightmare.

LKO