Mystic Rain

The month of June

The fall of tree

The mystic rain

I would pursue you till the end

Cold

The night is cold

Water drips on the window

Like our feelings for each other...

I should be the only one

Who is destined to remain in your heart.

The night is cold

And death too. 

 

 

New Year Note

We are entangled, Farooq

I carry on 

I still breathe.

 

The best thing in the past year

that I am gone from the space and time

which we shared once. 

In terms of environment nothing was good

Nothing can be measured as excellent. 

How could I live in that situation?

When I have the onus of doing greater things

At least I wanted to try...

I wish the system becomes more transparent 

more organized...

Sometimes I felt you did not even have the intention 

to do things in a proper way

You gave one person a huge benefit 

but then denied other one

There was no one rule. 

And because of this you lost one person

There is plenty of supply..so you don't need to worry. 

You said you would review the situation

but nothing was done.

In sum your system's foundation is built on discrimination. 

I didn't want to be part of this.

 

I know the world is not fair

We all have self interests 

and we are no sage

But there it was blatant, open truth

and you did nothing. 

Polyamory-1

Your non-transparency

Towards her

Put me in fire

Burning hatred...

Trauma

Words pour into rain...

Words float in the wind...

Deception covered like a fog

Or like a mirage it startled everything.

Where one analyzes what trauma can do

Other brings the trauma onto us!

Smell of Deception

My eyes will be on you

Throughout my life,

you won't be able to avoid my gaze. 

There is a sense of deceit

The smell of it would remain in my bones

And beyond life!

 

No healing

No ointment can heal this wound

It is so deeply embedded

Not a single "sorry" I heard

from two of you---the mother and offspring. 

If this is not healed in my lifetime 

I would come back again...

 

Advice

He said "Just go with the flow"

I paused and thought 

Such a wise advice!

Because it saves you

When you can't do anything;

When you don't know

any logical explanation.