Nameless/Meaningless

I scribble here
for some broken thoughts
I was happy for some days..for sure

Now I feel the turmoil again
And I want to break everything into pieces
The window glass, the plates on the cupboard
The velvet-green curtain and YOU. 

What is bothering me?
I ask again and again
The answer is broken,
And it cannot form a complete sentence.
Therefore, it has no meaning!

One thing I know
I am surrounded by darkness
So, I struggle again to adjust
with rules of the outside world

I do want light
but I love my darkneess
I do love...my darkness


Lexington, KY

Different Love

This love is different than that
There is less longing
Each love is different
She knew the answer.

How does your love become so different
How does you transform all your pain to happiness
How do you transform YOU to ME?

Lexington, KY

Intensity

Where I will get that same intensity?
That same wave?
The intensity at which I fell
I fell and felt the inner strength of ours!

You and I

Just two opposite face
But the same soul...


Tell me where I will find you again
You and I.
People passes...
We stood there still
Time stopped.

I can stand there forever...
I can stand there for us
In silence.


Lexington, KY

Last Night

Last night I could not sleep
So I lay down on the bed
closing my eyes;
Like the birds close their eyes
but awakened in their soul!

You came all night
Covering your face
I could only see your eyes
Bright.

We walked together
In the desert
and in the forest
Sat on a rocky shore
beside the sea.

We did not talk.
We were silent.
You filled my chalice
Until we merged.

Lexington, KY.

Expression

She felt a hard thrust
the way ocean waves break on the rocky shore;
Exactly same way, in a same fashion,
She crashed on his chest
And then she began melting peacefully
Closing her eyes.

How long it was?
How long?
Just a second!
A second?
Yes, it's a moment.
But long enough to understand all HIM!
long enough to give someone all the love she deserves;
And long enough to wash away all past struggles and pain

She melted
And melted.

Lexington, KY.

Hallucination

She crossed the road
She recalled
Near the library,
the corner is "L" shaped.

She crossed the road
and saw her little daughter
crossing the same road, just three feet ahead.


Soon she realized
there was no one at midnight;
the road was empty and the night was silent.

Soon she realized
as she wiped her tears
with her hands.

Her little one wouldn't cross the road
how she did.
Her little one wouldn't feel
how she felt: abandoned, tired, heartbroken, and insecure

That's a good thing!

She didn't want to transmit her struggles to her daughter.
She would never have a child!
And that's a good thing!
Because she didn't want to transmit her "bad" genes

She nodded her head in approval.


Lexington, KY.