Queer

Putting my finger on the water

Putting my finger on the gentle waves

I enjoy my liberty 

I enjoy my queerness

I am happy that

I will never be a late bloomer. 

LKO

Conversation XXVI

 He: What if I can't see the blue sky

        What if I can't even come out in the rain..

        What would happen?

 

She: I don't know dear

        I everyday pray for your release

        You have been put into a dark dungeon.

 

        Everything depends on your intention

        and how much you want to work for it. 

        So, if you strongly desire to come out

        Then only you will be able 

        to come out in the rain!

        You would again see the sky. 

 

He: And If I can't, even I desire...

 

She: I don't know...

        I don't know how much you want

        I can only tell that 

        you will not be released voluntarily

        by the people who captured you...

 

        You are a prisoner now

        And in order to be free

        You would need external support. 

        Again, everything depends on you. 

 

        If you accept lifetime imprisonment

        I am no one who could do anything. 

        Baby, I don't even exist. 

        You never shared what you want

        but you know mine. 

        One thing I can make sure

        That my love would remain with you

        The way fragrance remains in the air.

 

 LKO

        

 

 

 

      

 

       

Sense of Loss

 I feel a sense of loss 

A sense of depression

A kind of fidgety which 

comes from staying at a place for long..

The time is passing

The disorganization of this place will prevail

Nothing can be done unless

focus is shifted to decentralization of power

Power here is curbed

and often delivered verbally

which has no meaning at all. 

 

I feel a sense of loss

Most of the energy is spent on trivial talk

and solving trivial issues

Lack of my own space

Sometimes makes me crazy..

and then I start hating everything here.

Over the time, I haven't found anything 

loving or scholarly which can keep me grounded. 

I feel, I don't have much to learn

not much to improve.

 

LKO

 

 

Trust

When a leopard talks about
Spreading love...
No one believes in that.
People may believe a leaopard
Until it shows its real color,
Its intention.
I wonder how it could be
living with a leopard all the time
From the morning to dusk
How it could be to consume
the food it brings
Or water it gives.
I do wonder
What kind of person he is
Who trusts a leopard.

LKO

Happy Halloween

The way Jerry harasses Tom
I would have harassed her--the pumpkin.
I would have snatched her food away
Instead of meat,
she would have found bones.
I would have thrashed her against the door
Or destroy her color pots.
I would have shown her how
good can prevail over the evil.
However, to achieve all these
I need to be a member of the "other world"
--the world of happy ghosts.

LKO

Homecoming

One day, we would return to...

To our core

To our heart.

 

You didn't understand 

when serpents grabbed you

and slept on your chest

You kissed them in deep sleep. 

 

I have come 

from far away

to rescue you

to take you back to the core

to our heart. 

LKO