Sense of Loss

 I feel a sense of loss 

A sense of depression

A kind of fidgety which 

comes from staying at a place for long..

The time is passing

The disorganization of this place will prevail

Nothing can be done unless

focus is shifted to decentralization of power

Power here is curbed

and often delivered verbally

which has no meaning at all. 

 

I feel a sense of loss

Most of the energy is spent on trivial talk

and solving trivial issues

Lack of my own space

Sometimes makes me crazy..

and then I start hating everything here.

Over the time, I haven't found anything 

loving or scholarly which can keep me grounded. 

I feel, I don't have much to learn

not much to improve.

 

LKO