She

"My thoughts are incoherent today"
She murmured while gently holding his hand.

While walking she likes to hold his arm
--the way a Hollywood actor would hold the hand
of her beloved...

She loves everything perfect around her
---not in a mess!
At least she imagines everything
in a perfect state and order
She lives in a dreamy world
where there is no grim.

In reality, her apartment
her state of living is merely tolerable...
Since childhood
she lived with her dream
of making things perfect
but never came closer to it. 

LKO